miércoles, 30 de julio de 2025

It was my b-day today...

 Short blog, @_@ kind of a vent

Didn't got accepted in profesional formation and can't go to a videogame master degree cuz it's too expensive, that one i undestand, also 0 news about the animation master, so yeah, haha, neeting away another year unless i get a job, i need a job

I feel like I wasted my life, i wish i could go back in time, everything gets worse every year, i have no hope, and i no longer have the will to keep going, i might just die in the next 2 years, I just wanna do some fanworks, some youtube videos, a comic and finally log out from life, I'm a coward that can't accomplish NOTHING

Anyway I bought a dirty manga at a second hand job, i guess that's my b-day gift since my mom only got me an ugly bag lolz xP

Now I have a yearly tradition of drawing myself w my favs for my b-day, this year, I drew myself w Deuil teehee

miércoles, 16 de julio de 2025

Some Pop'n Music Deuil fanart!!

 Hiiii!! 

I've gotten into pop'n music a lot, like, I'm mega invested now teehee, so I made some fanart... 

I got interested in playing pop'n after seeing some art on pinterest, i was really entralled w Deuil's design, I tought they looke sooo cool and I was like ''I NEED TO DRAW THEM''

Honestly, I'm more invested in them than in my ocs, i got my fanlore and all, but I rather not talk abput it now... teehee



I did the forever weed brownie meme w them, he, first time I drew both Yuli and Ash, halfway trough, I realized this was a bit ooc for Yuli, so i made this extra image of Smile


First time i drew them, it was this meme, only thing I drew for Saint Valentines teehee

Stoopid goobers

 I worked way too hard on this one tbh, it's Ash projecting his menstrual cramps to that twink
Very very cool Smile I drew hehe
This is Ashyuli coded btw

K, k these 2 are inspired by the movie ''Death Becomes Her'', the first one is based on the movie poster and the Smile is just him w the outfit of Lis, i don't like the drawing very much tho
And finally this template I filled in... yeah i rlly like Ashyuli/Yuliash

This blog is just Deuil art, i'll make another for general pop'n fanart, i hope the pop'n autism comes back, this month has been a new low for my mental health

Idk if I should start posting on pixiv, i'm getting tired of traditional social media


Recovery

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